was having some fun with a polaroid program i found on the internet. it turns your pictures into polaroids, and even gives it that vintage look. if you want the link to download the program, it's http://www.poladroid.net/

have fun!

exorcisms

ok so everyone knows the famous movie exorcist... and i'm sure everyone who knows me, knows i'm an athiest.

so it's very hard for me to swallow the fact that people believe that they're possessed by evil spirits and even harder for me to believe that there's an invisible man who lives in the sky and if you break his rules you're going to hell.

i'm watching tyra banks this morning and the topic is "exorcisms performed on gay people to rid them of the evil spirit"

i can't make this shit up... even if i tried. maybe i'm biased because i have a gay uncle, and because i truly believe being gay is genetic... and not the fault of an evil spirit possessing someone to live a gay lifestyle.

what the fuck is wrong with people? religious people i mean... i am almost convinced that people who are "fanatics" about religion are in fact sick with mental illness.

religious people are some of the most hateful, bigoted and racist people on the planet... and i'm pretty sure that's not what "god" intended in his teachings....

more and more i think people are fucking crazy.

going to meet my beautiful neice abby today!!

headaches

i've been getting a lot of headaches lately... maybe it's a brain tumor... or more probable.. i haven't been sleeping and eating properly.

i picked up an overtime nightshift last night on four hours sleep, and managed to get about 3 hours sleep today...

i'll be in bed early tonight though, i'm working 7am to 7pm all weekend starting tomorrow.

other than working and visiting ross, i've been spending a lot of downtime by myself. i have made a new friend (i sound like i'm in grade school) from work. she's cool and gets my warped sense of humor. it's nice to have another friend in town.. most of my friends are out of town..

and speaking of which, i can't wait until monday when i get to go and see jess and the kids, and then to kitchener to see laura and her brood.

wish i had more time to visit them, but with being full time and having a boyfriend who lives in the opposite direction it makes it hard. at least we keep in regular touch with each other.

it was really hard as a kid moving every year and having to start over and not having a true friend you've known for a long time and who "gets you". i'm really proud to say that despite distance, jess and i have been friends for over 10 years and laura for over 8... that's an accomplishment for me.

now that i'm old and wise i know the true value of a friend and just try to be the best i can. i may not be spiritual or in touch with a lot of shit, but i do believe in karma...

not sure if this post has any real purpose or even makes sense, but i can always blame it on lack of sleep.